December 01, 2006

Food Addict

I can't seem to stop eating lately. Food, food and more food. I'm too frightened to go near the scales...a) I'm frightened of what they might say b) I'm frightened of what they won't say..they may just break under my substantial girth! I must be close to 90 KGs!!!!
I don't seem to have any energy to exercise and I'm hungry or just feel like picking constantly.
Oh well...the silly season is upon us so there's no point fighting it. I'll just have to make yet another new year's resolution. I've got one month to eat drink and be merry!!!
That's all.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hello Miss,
Why havent you posted on later dates? Is there nothing to post about?
Well anyways seeing you cry that wednesday made me really upset, but hopefully you're ok now.
Today i had a meeting with Miss Depsy or whateva her name is, but it wasent all good... she told me I wasent coming back next year to Lyndhurst. I was sooo darn upset.
The reason why she was trying to kick me out was due to myself not attending the orientation day, which mind you had a valid reason, my beast friend/ soul mate went into hospital and i wasent sure if she was going to be ok so i visited her on Friday. Therefore Miss Head-Wannabe Mistress decides to kick me out of lyndhurst. I couldent believe it, i saw my life flash through my eyes. I thought omg [oh my god] im not coming back, all the teachers im going to miss, and the coffee's I wont be able to have with Ms Harper, and all that other stuff. Well after that Miss Head Mistress took me down to see Trish and Frances. Now they were shocked to see me in there and hearing that i was going to get kicked out. We looked at other alternatives, which were go to another school and do my thing there, now i really didnt wnat that i wanted to stay at Lyndhurst, i know the teachers there and i've grown close to them and bonded. Trish and Frances said they'd fight for me to stay here! They asked me to speak to Mrs Brown and that they also would do the same. I told them that i've sorted what i would like to be, and this time i told them i had it planned, i wanted to be a Pediatric Nurse, they gave me some info and i have enrolled into a tafe course into getting my certificate. After that i left to go home. I got home and quickly got on the phone to get into contact with Mrs Brown, now she had stepped out and was unavalible so I rang back later and she came back but had DONT DISTURB. So i got them to take a message. She rang me back and i spoke to her and told her on what Miss Dempsy was saying and that she's trying to kick me out. Miss Brown said, I am higher up so i make the decision, and i would never kick you out, so i was like omg that's a reliefe. But she asked me how i went this year and i told her honopstly i did have a hard year and all but i pulled through, she said well thats good but i will have to check your report to see if you are passing ect. and if not you will have to repeat year 10 again, i said ok and that was it. She later rang back and said; I've checked your report and that I am coming back! I was Like OMG!!!! thank you!!! but the only thing was that i'd be on a contract. I was like ok whateva im coming back!! So i was sooo happy and thought now i can have coffee with Ms Harper!!! YaY:):)
So yeah, but atleast im coming back!!!
All that for going into hospital to see my best friend/Soulmate!! it's pretty pathetic if you ask me.
Well anyway miss, I hope you have a great christmas and a safe and happy new year, and i hope to see you there next year!!
mwa

Wendy said...

Hi Alex,

Sorry for not posting lately, been flat out with reports and all the pre-Christmas social stuff as well as other bits and pieces...which you know about.
I'm really glad we'll be catching up for coffee next year, that'll be great. Don't think Ms D was out to get you, it's our job as teachers to get the best outcome for our kids, if she thought you wouldn't handle year 11 she obviously wanted what was best for you. I think all up it's a good outcome because being on a contract will help you stay focused. My niece had the same thing going into VCE and now she's doing second year psych at uni.

Thanks for last Wednesday, you were a total gun and restored my faith. What happened was shocking but the reaction of the kids afterwards upset me more. The term pack of hyenas springs to mind.

I hope your friend is ok and will be out of hospital soon.

Happy Hanukkah and or Christmas, enjoy your hols and be ready for a massive year!!!

Harps